I was going to write a long long post, but I found that listing my issues will be just small one with few words, just listing why am not contributing nor producing any opensource projects.
- Am afraid of being judged : that my code is not good.
- Am afraid that my code will not follow the standards.
- I will not solve any problems, nor provide any benefits.
- Am wasting my time reading/learning stuff but not creating stuff.
so those are the most 4 important reasons for my problem, and why I feel lost in this mess.